//capacity 001 – Before I Begin

I like to start with what this won’t mean. 

My vertebrae will still stack up into a spine. 

My lungs will push and pull 

like the heave of a festival crowd.

And the sun won’t just shift 

to the left of this horizon.

It will still scorch from the very centre. 

The morning’s first breath will still catch in my throat 

like a thermos in an empty lunch pail. 

And the lipstick you baked onto the clothes in the dryer 

will always be the brightest you ever bought. 

Even without this, these lines will hold.

-Lindsay Hutton. 01.01.22.